A sharp pain split through Dali’s brain bifurcating whatever he presumed to be truth from what he believed were his convictions. All he wanted in that fuzzy instant was to cram sense into the kid, lead him straight. Also, Dali wanted to instill a depth of values, give the kid the gift of joy or lead him on the path to uncovering it.
The kid picked at a stray thread of skin on his callused palm. His wet, matted hair too sparse on his huge, ovoid head, and he slumped as if carrying a satchel wedged with books. How could somebody with such maddening speed and crisp agility slump? The team’s mascot jammed his fat sneaker into a green duffel bag squashing towels, warm-ups, sweaty socks, and other paraphernalia. Dali imagined his gut as the bag. How long before he’d burst from bullied feelings?
He accepted a ball hurtled at him, kissed it off his fervid temple, headed it back high to the kid. Bffff, the kid rebashed the header and then a series of kicks and caroms ensued. The ball spun in wide liquid arcs. Whether the kid darted after the ball or teased Dali with his seemingly hackysack moves he couched a vicious strain in his neck, a wiry blue vein seconds from popping out like a worn spoke snapping off a rusty bicycle wheel.
Then the kid stopped cold in his tracks, turned his back on Girma Dali. He headed off the field and Dali felt empty, stupid, lost. He trailed the robotic ingrate with heavy, clumsy steps.
“Wait,” Dali said. “Give me a second.
The kid let his shoulders slump and made a crude noise as if farting through his lips.
Dali nabbed the subject, tugged his jersey sleeve and the kid almost fell back. Dali thrust his hands to break the fall, but the kid recovered and dusted himself off as if he soiled the core of his being. The kid appeared on the verge of rolling his vacuous brown eyes until Dali sucked in a chestful of air, Dali’s pectoral muscles and broad shoulders filled every stretchy fiber in his shirt.
The kid stared dead in front of him, not at The Harambee Stars greatest legend but an empty field. It was a cardboard moment. Dali saw himself as one of his billboards donning Nairobi’s streets. What irony? Here Dali, flesh and blood, and quivering soul had the chance to step out of his walking billboard and connect with a needy countryman, a gifted player and it all seemed perverse. Dali flinched. The prospect of not being able to get through to this young man frightened him. Worse, he imagined a gruesome untimely demise shadowing him and never being somebody’s mentor.